My life now...

I would say is better than ever.

After all of our ups and down, things for me and Callum finally seem to be looking up and now

we are going to get married!!

There is no date set just now, but it's something to look forward to :) and i for one am extremely excited! We got our first engagement card today, and it's lovely from my good friend Daisy at http://www.diabeticdais.blogspot.com/. I don't think people have taken the engagement seriously, and i think most people just think of it as 'two young people saying they're getting married -no big deal' but it's not like that. We are serious and we aren't doing it just 'because' its the right thing.

The only thing that is missing from this whole wedding scenario is my nanna. I just wish she was here to see me now, meet Maxie and so i can show her whole well i'm doing. She'd have been so excited to know we are going to get married and she ADORED the kids. I know she'll be looking down on us though.

We plan to use a ring of my nanna's as the engagement ring, it just needs re-sizing and cleaning up before we do so. I think it's quite a 'different' thing to do and it will be nice to know she's sort of with me all of the time.

At the moment we are hoping to organise some kind of engagement party without spending a fortune.. maybe just in the house? BUT i don't want the house trashed. It's a hard one.